Entrepreneur vs FEAR

 Fear = False Evidence Appearing Real 


Its so powerful, tangible, physical.  I hate it, its nonsense, it feels like it wins and I lose.


I briefly had a video production business started in 2008 just before economic downturn.  I made more in a few weekends (~$10k) than I was making at my well-paid 9-5 corp job, so I quit.  And then, the econ crashed and so did my baby biz.

During my biz months, I shot & edited 2 commercials, a music video, and a coach training event.  My fees were reasonable.  I hired 1-2 people for each gig, and they were paid well enough.


For two of those gigs, there were hiccups.  

One commercial the producer tried to change my pay.  We fought, and I still had the footage, so she paid my pre-negotiated rate.  That was unfortunate because she and I had been acquaintances for a long time before that, & I never understood why she tried to do that, but that ended that.  (She also later dropped off the map & later re-emerged in a different state, so who knows?)

For coaching seminar, my editor friend got me the gig, and I was to give her the unedited footage to cut.  Customer changed her mind and wanted the raw footage, so I gave her my footage when I got paid -- but I explained it needed pro editing to look & sound great.

She was very disappointed when looking at the raw footage, which was unfortunate -- but clients should never look at raw footage, but instead can preview edited rough clips.


So now I want to do it again, but this time with different focus -- I am not making videos, I want to make things we haven't seen before.  😁

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