Journal / Journey of a Modern Radical
Goal: send viral messages from RE-ality to inspire a new awakened 'humanity 3.0' consciousness!
SpaceX - a sci-fi conundrum
Movies - Mandolorian & Mortal Kombat II, The Boys finale, more MBA
Good Luck Have Fun Dont Die - movie review
MBA-P, Quiet Radicals, 2 great podcasts, and NotebookLM
Started part-time ‘MBA for Professionals’ program in January 2026 in Portland OR at satellite location. My brain is stimulated! Not 100% sure what to do with all the info yet, but I did Vision Board with VisionBloom workshop and Sneaky Pickle was born. Currently Sneaky Pickle is 'on hold' as passion project, first need to network with VC's / Incubators / Founders and get to know folks.
In my Organization Management class, we read Radical Change, the Quiet Way - by Meyerson. I submitted an extended paper to rant about the misuse of the word radical, but that if we swap the word with revolutionary I was ok with it, and the 4 tools covered are excellent & I hope to use them all: disruptive self-expression, verbal jujitsu, variable-term opportunism, and strategic alliance building.
Random 'quiet radical' (aka Stealthy Revolutionary) disruptive self-expression update -
- This Ralph Nader Hour podcast was really interesting about dangers of unregulated AI - https://www.ralphnaderradiohour.com/p/ai-accountability . Was also interesting part about 'overusing AI in academia & side effects on students'. Wow! AI use has side effects!
For non-school stuff, you can upload PDF's to a notebook & it becomes 'subject matter expert' on that content, so good for rules & regulations, manuals for all your home tech (good to incl SN's and warranties), etc.
**BEWARE - Don't give NotebookLM 'internal only' work docs or you could be breaking a work NDA / security policy.**
- I liked Andrew Yang episode a lot (Ep #19 - Apr 25, 2025)
iPad music - amazingness continues
Wow, making music on iPad is wild. So good!!
Transit 2 just came out on sale for $10! Got it.
https://apps.apple.com/us/app/transit-2-baby-audio/id6753751150
Transit 2 is not just multi-effects, its a multi-effect that is specifically focusing on transitions. It reminds me of Turnado (iOS) but the UI is magic -- and Dark Mode!
Other recent acquisitions
- GRFX - an audio mangler. I was initially intrigued, but now I regret it bc its cool looking but Im not impressed by the audio output.
- Elpiano - got electronic piano synth by Klevgrand on sale. Not sure I needed a piano synth, but it sounds cool & looks amazing.
- Hammerhead Drums - Wow, its simple and gets the job done. Sequencer & instruments. Classic plugin.
- Patterning 2 - $20 was $10 off sale. Too expensive still IMP, but it is a sick drum instrument.
Got Synthmaster2 free on sale today.
Re-downloaded - Moog 15, Moog Model D, Figure, & Samplr. Out of all, Figure is hands down my fav -- I use it, kids use it, its just so fun ... (Could've probably become much more, but its still pretty awesome as it is.)
- almost got Moomu (wild iOS modular synthesis app) after going to this amazing spot in Portland called ControlVoltage.net & messing with Eurorack craziness, but making music that way hurts my brain so I saved $hundreds there and scored Transit 2 for $10. Woot!
...
Now that I've said all this, the tool Im using most on iPad (or Android phone) to make music is Suno Pro (paid). OMG what a gamechanger.
- yes, I don't like that Suno & other AI co's sample all music & dont pay the artists. This is clearly criminal breach of IP laws.
- Yes, talentless hacks are making tons of shit tracks with SUNO or other AI tools.
But ... the tracks I get make me feel good.
Will link a few recents:
Business of Freedom. - https://suno.com/s/AFwdObjRP4WfMsDY
Flashback on Slavery - https://suno.com/s/JeHacUx7B98hRBGC
Backflipped - https://suno.com/s/oUxEP0CSXvpQogfz
And for a few really different tracks:
Kaiju and Mecha - https://suno.com/s/KzuBK2s7iCVcuwTh
Evolutionary - https://suno.com/s/tMLk9U4NjVFDp8Rg
Mo Mo Sound Defex - https://suno.com/s/ESdrlYu4tcchndnC
... And so many more!
New podcast from Empire Files covers USA Secret Military drug-crazed criminal behavior - Seth Harp's new book, "The Fort Bragg Cartel: Drug Trafficking and Murder in the Special Forces". Shocking!
Tron: Ares - review
Entrepreneur vs FEAR
Fear = False Evidence Appearing Real
Its so powerful, tangible, physical. I hate it, its nonsense, it feels like it wins and I lose.
I briefly had a video production business started in 2008 just before economic downturn. I made more in a few weekends (~$10k) than I was making at my well-paid 9-5 corp job, so I quit. And then, the econ crashed and so did my baby biz.
During my biz months, I shot & edited 2 commercials, a music video, and a coach training event. My fees were reasonable. I hired 1-2 people for each gig, and they were paid well enough.
For two of those gigs, there were hiccups.
One commercial the producer tried to change my pay. We fought, and I still had the footage, so she paid my pre-negotiated rate. That was unfortunate because she and I had been acquaintances for a long time before that, & I never understood why she tried to do that, but that ended that. (She also later dropped off the map & later re-emerged in a different state, so who knows?)
For coaching seminar, my editor friend got me the gig, and I was to give her the unedited footage to cut. Customer changed her mind and wanted the raw footage, so I gave her my footage when I got paid -- but I explained it needed pro editing to look & sound great.
She was very disappointed when looking at the raw footage, which was unfortunate -- but clients should never look at raw footage, but instead can preview edited rough clips.
So now I want to do it again, but this time with different focus -- I am not making videos, I want to make things we haven't seen before. 😁
rekzkarz.com is back!
Google ONE VPN suddenly no longer allows yts.mx (for 2 weeks) - Sept 2025
Fantastic Four - First Steps - review - 3.8 Stars
Superman 2025 review - 3 stars
Captain America: Brave New World review
Captain America: Brave New World -- it sucks.
As a MCU fan and a Red Hulk fan, it's disappointing to have to deliver the bad news.
BAD WRITING, ok-ish acting, = MEH.
While I'm all for the 'changing of the guard' as RDJ and Chris Evans are leaving, still gotta have excellent writing.
SPOILERS AHEAD
Plot holes & general criticisms:
- How does him throwing the shield hurt anyone? He has no powers!
- Why does he need a shield now that his outfit is pure vibranium? Also, wouldn't anyone want to steal his suit now that it's worth $100 billion or more?
- His winged suit goes faster than military jet fighters?
- Vanishing helmet is pure BS. If he has Nanites, say why. If he doesn't have Nanites, then do something with the helmet. (Even tho the helmet looks super stupid anyway.)
- Red Wing is more effective than SWilson Cap. Red Wing can be ordered to do anything and it does it, no questions or further commands needed. No info on where / how SWilson Cap has Red Wing or why. Did Stark make it? Does he have replacements for when they blow up?
- Red goggles - they worked in Ant-Man as high-tech doohicky that enhanced his vision. Now they don't do anything.
- Sonic wave after landing - it doesn't break any furniture, but it knocks everyone down? Uh, WTH?
- Had a heart condition, couldn't get help -- so instead he got medical help from a mad supervillain!??! No one else would help him? WTH
- Ross' supervillain doctor says "take these pills, no more than 3 a day" and Ross doesn't check what they are with anyone else? The freakin' President doesn't have anyone else knowing his medications?!?!?!
- He invites super heroes / supervillains to Whitehouse, but has no super security onsite? Just a RedRoom ex-Widow?
- Does everyone have an ex-Widow? How does he know for sure she's an ex-Widow & not current?!?
- Ross seemed like a vague Trump reference, would've been so much more hilarious to have a combover Hulk!
- Red Hulk keeps his intelligence after transforming. What happened there?
- Doesn't Red Hulk burn? Or is it now nerf'd into only when transforming?
- Getting Rulk to cherry blossoms to appeal to his humanity -- that shouldn't work & SWilson should know that. His plan to 'relax the Hulk into giving up' shouldn't make any sense and shouldn't work. Having Betty actually there, or using a hologram of her, would've been a better idea. Or what about getting Ant Man or Wasp to go mini and enter Red Hulk, then expand inside his heart or brain?
- Red Hulk can be contained in The Raft? Hmmmm.... I don't think so. Plus what a waste!
The Leader
- The Leader - super-genius, but couldn't escape Ross' prison. Had to invent mind control and Hulk-weapons in order to beat Ross?!?!? Still was under Ross' influence.
- The Leader can hypnotize anyone to kill anyone using a phone app (???), but can't make Ross do what he wants?
- The Leader's plan was to bring in Capt America & his buddies and have them attempt to shoot Ross / Red Hulk?
- The Leader can't escape 'The Raft'?!?!?
- The Leader looked horrible in this movie, but in the comics the Leader looks amazing! Can't he use his super-powerful brain to make himself look better?!?!?
- Isaiah Bradley's old 'Orig Capt America' - when he's mind controlled, he shoots at President. Why doesn't he punch him? He was shown punching bags thru the walls just minutes prior.
- Bradley's old 'Orig Capt America' - he shoots the President, but after Leader is exposed, he is released? WTH? Maybe he'd get released as a secret agent into Shield or Avengers, but the idea that he just goes free after assassination attempt on TV is quite a reach.
- Betty Ross / Liv Tyler - why did she speak so slowly all the time? Is her character supposed to be gloomy or pining? Is she still upset over Banner? Did she get a brain injury?
- New Falcon - I wanted to like him, he's charismatic, but his best scene was laying in the bed all burned up. Wouldn't it have been better if he had died? Maybe make SWilson Cap a little tougher?
- New Falcon - How did he get picked to wear the suit? What are his qualifications? Why did Sam pick him -- or did the military pick him? Normally, I hate an origin movie -- but a little backstory here could go a long way.
- "Why didn't I take the super serum?" <-- was it an option? Thne give him the damned serum! The guy desperately needs an upgrade! No one likes weak heroes with no powers except gadgets! (Even tho Iron Man was essentially powerless w/o the armor, he was rich and supersmart and had super-tech.) What does SWilson Cap have? A stupid looking suit! Get the guy something and fast!
- The movie doesn't even let SWilson Cap call in favors from his super buddies!!! If I were writing, I'd have SWilson Cap calling Thor, Dr Strange, Spiderman, Ant Man, Nick Fury, and Shang Chi at least every other scene. If they showed him teaming up with everyone, maybe that would make sense why he could make the Avengers later. SWilson didn't even CALL anyone off script!!
In the arc of MCU movies, this one is going to live down near the bottom with The Marvels & Ant-Man and the Wasp (& Kang): Quantumania as one of the worst.